THE DREAM-1

"So, what's happening in your life?", Rishi asked. I gave a blank expression and started looking around. We were in our college canteen just sitting. I lifted my hand my bracelet fell apart. As if everything in my life was going well, this thing happened, I was really frustrated I had a feeling that my life was falling apart. "I made this, you can have it but be careful", Vivas said with a smile on his face he was giving me a bracelet which was really pretty. I have a thing for bracelets. I observed him, he stood there, with his good vibes only t-shirt, his jawline..... wow, it's hard to forget people like him. He had all that I wanted- good vibes and a bracelet. He silently walked away. Rishi said, "Ok, what was that, I got this strange vibe seeing you both, and do you know him???". "Yeah we have a common friend, we talked once or twice I guess and his name is Vivas", I said with a blushing face. Of course, they teased me. The same day we had an exam, so I went to the examination hall just when I saw him seated in front of my seat. I was like," Wow god good job, if this doesn't work out I am gonna stop trying". I walked to my seat and couldn't stop blushing, just then I realized I forgot to get my pens I panicked, I saw him asking people for an extra pen. I realized that I put them in my pockets, I gave him the extra pen I was carrying, and he said that he already has one, I smiled and started writing my exam.

"It's 8 am already when will you wake up?", My mom was shouting. Then I realized this was all a dream. I hate the fact that I didn't wake up early, at least I wouldn't have this stupid fantasy. What is it about bracelets and me? This guy Vivas was not even a friend but I did have a strange vibe when I spoke to him but I guess it was because he was tall and handsome and a girl like me will obviously be intimidated to talk to him. I frankly trust my vibe but with this guy am scared because am gonna be hurt at last anyways so it would be better if I forget about the vibe and move on.

Isn't that what most of us do? We stop feeling things, we restrict our feelings just so that we don't get hurt. It's a tough decision but suffering is common in any case. We are the victims of our own decisions. Just because someone loves us doesn't mean we feel their love and also just because we love someone doesn't mean they feel our love. It's easy to fall in love but to make it work out is the toughest thing to do. It's easy to forget the person we used to love, the toughest thing to do is to get out of those feelings. Moving on doesn't mean forgetting the person you used to love it's about breaking off those feelings you had for them. Feelings cant be broken off because when you think about it that's all we have left for ourselves. We are not what we show, we are what we feel.