THE DREAM- THE END

"Damn these dreams bro, you think they could be true?",

"No bro, that's why they are called dreams....", she said.

"Just because he was your savior in dreams doesn't mean he is gonna be the same in real life",

"Yeah, even I think so".

............ the following day..............

I have been stressed all week, about the reports and the projects, I even helped my friends with theirs. It's healthy to let the emotions out when we feel them, it's really important too.

The whole month I stopped out acting my emotions, I felt really weird that day, I was done with all my work, I should be relieved but I was feeling weak, vulnerable, and lonely. I started to panic but I was surrounded by many people and I was scared to look weak around these people I don't even know. I took out my phone, and I called Kiran I was talking to him, and I asked him to distract me, I asked him to crack a joke, but I lost it, I was not able to breathe, I was scared, I saw the guy who came in my dreams, I panicked, even more, tears were rolling down my cheeks, my heartbeat has increased, I was seeing dots.

"You want me to crack a joke? OK, just imagine my face, you said I looked like a mushroom, doesn't that make you laugh?", I cracked up, I really imagined his face telling me these lines, it was funny. I felt better, way better. He talked to me for a while.

That's when I realized, this guy didn't know me, he didn't care for me. I guess the dreams are a wake-up call, I shouldn't be taking this mental stress, I should be ignoring these people who cause me mental stress. The guy was a reminder that no person is worth my mental peace. I want to take a break from "attraction", "crushes", etcetera because when you like someone, it is just that one thing you like about them that you want to have in yourself, in my case the guy represents that quality where I take care of myself, and where I love myself. Not everyone meets their imperfectly perfect person at an early age, it takes time, but when you realize you have met them, it's definitely gonna be a happily ever after.

Ps: I deleted this story's chapters but then felt, why not give it a better ending?, THE PERFECT ENDING.